1 00:00:10,030 --> 00:00:12,270 I can't wait to see if I get pregnant. 2 00:00:15,990 --> 00:00:17,290 I had done everything. 3 00:00:18,290 --> 00:00:23,330 Charting my temperature before the sun was up, logging every shift in my cycle, 4 00:00:23,810 --> 00:00:28,750 tracking hormones like it was my full -time job, pulling my husband into bed 5 00:00:28,750 --> 00:00:30,350 moment our perfect window opened. 6 00:00:30,930 --> 00:00:35,310 We wanted a baby so badly. It felt like our whole lives revolved around those 7 00:00:35,310 --> 00:00:38,690 few days each month. And still, nothing. 8 00:00:39,480 --> 00:00:45,740 No lines on tests, no answers, just hope draining slower each time. 9 00:00:48,280 --> 00:00:52,680 When my father -in -law suggested a fertility specialist, my husband finally 10 00:00:52,680 --> 00:00:55,980 agreed, even though I knew how much it bruised his pride. 11 00:00:56,460 --> 00:01:01,220 But as he booked the appointment, all I could think was that maybe the problem 12 00:01:01,220 --> 00:01:02,220 wasn't him at all. 13 00:01:02,420 --> 00:01:03,600 Maybe it was me. 14 00:01:04,019 --> 00:01:06,380 Maybe I was the one who was faulty. 15 00:01:13,130 --> 00:01:14,130 All right, honey. 16 00:01:14,330 --> 00:01:15,330 I'm going to take off. 17 00:01:18,790 --> 00:01:19,950 You're going to be fine, son. 18 00:01:21,170 --> 00:01:22,770 I just feel like I'm letting you down, Dad. 19 00:01:23,350 --> 00:01:24,730 You and Mom never had any problems. 20 00:01:25,490 --> 00:01:27,030 Ah, don't you worry about that. 21 00:01:28,450 --> 00:01:32,010 You're going to be in good hands with the doctor. He's really good. He's 22 00:01:32,010 --> 00:01:33,010 a lot of friends of mine. 23 00:01:34,290 --> 00:01:36,970 So, you're going to get it picked up. 24 00:01:37,550 --> 00:01:40,190 And wish me luck. Yeah, take your time. Don't rush back. 25 00:01:59,870 --> 00:02:03,470 So, what is this? Is that an ovulation heart? 26 00:02:04,710 --> 00:02:06,250 Yeah. Yeah, it is. 27 00:02:06,970 --> 00:02:08,330 Mind if I take a look? 28 00:02:08,650 --> 00:02:09,650 Sure. 29 00:02:24,950 --> 00:02:25,950 Wow. 30 00:02:27,970 --> 00:02:31,010 Really organized and meticulous. 31 00:02:32,610 --> 00:02:35,350 Thank you. Yeah, it's... 32 00:02:35,790 --> 00:02:40,650 A lot of work, but without the results, it kind of feels like... 33 00:02:40,650 --> 00:02:46,230 Like I'm doing something wrong, or like I'm the problem here. 34 00:02:47,930 --> 00:02:51,670 Look, I've seen this so many times with friends. 35 00:02:53,330 --> 00:02:55,430 It's never the woman's fault. 36 00:02:55,910 --> 00:02:57,450 It just isn't. 37 00:02:59,110 --> 00:03:03,810 I do hope that, you know... 38 00:03:04,110 --> 00:03:08,150 That doctor is as good as you say he is. Oh yeah, trust me, he's going to get 39 00:03:08,150 --> 00:03:14,850 the best service around. He's really good. 40 00:03:16,290 --> 00:03:20,730 He's helped a lot of friends of mine, and I've even helped a few women myself. 41 00:03:23,790 --> 00:03:27,570 By referring them to the doctor? 42 00:03:36,750 --> 00:03:40,810 Is this, wait, is this what you mean by helping your friends? 43 00:03:41,750 --> 00:03:48,530 Um, yeah, like, I can help out. I've really 44 00:03:48,530 --> 00:03:54,590 helped, and this is where the real magic's going to happen. 45 00:03:54,970 --> 00:03:58,830 I can't cheat on my husband, especially not with his dad. 46 00:04:00,270 --> 00:04:05,770 Well, look, my son is in good hands. 47 00:04:10,540 --> 00:04:14,600 He'll never know that the kid is not his. 48 00:04:17,700 --> 00:04:18,760 This is wrong. 49 00:04:19,420 --> 00:04:25,060 You're my husband's dad. I mean, I thought the doctor was supposed to help. 50 00:04:25,640 --> 00:04:26,640 Oh, he will. 51 00:04:27,360 --> 00:04:29,020 I've helped with a lot of friends, too. 52 00:04:30,100 --> 00:04:33,800 I helped with one so well that she had twins. 53 00:04:34,780 --> 00:04:40,020 I don't know. I mean... Yeah, you won. 54 00:04:40,300 --> 00:04:41,300 Get pregnant, right? 55 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:44,760 That's all I want to do. 56 00:04:45,820 --> 00:04:51,080 That's all we've been working for, but... Okay, so just focus on me right 57 00:04:52,560 --> 00:04:55,340 And he's in good hands with the doctor. 58 00:05:11,950 --> 00:05:12,950 I'm so wrong. 59 00:05:14,490 --> 00:05:18,890 Are you sure that this is the only way? 60 00:05:21,730 --> 00:05:24,950 I had really good success, right? I had really good spoilers. 61 00:05:50,880 --> 00:05:52,840 That would be so bad. 62 00:05:53,440 --> 00:05:54,440 That's right. 63 00:06:24,360 --> 00:06:25,760 They do really want a baby. 64 00:06:26,700 --> 00:06:30,540 And you're going to be a great mother. 65 00:06:33,500 --> 00:06:35,380 You're going to have that pregnancy glow. 66 00:07:01,640 --> 00:07:02,640 That baby, right? 67 00:07:31,120 --> 00:07:32,120 Just like that. 68 00:08:16,050 --> 00:08:20,190 It will all be worth it once I have a baby in me. 69 00:09:33,960 --> 00:09:34,960 Thank you. 70 00:10:12,010 --> 00:10:13,010 Thank you. 71 00:11:08,770 --> 00:11:10,010 Let's take these off. 72 00:11:12,270 --> 00:11:13,270 That's the key. 73 00:11:30,030 --> 00:11:32,670 see I can even taste that you're not a circle right now 74 00:12:34,220 --> 00:12:35,380 I really want to be a mom. 75 00:13:10,810 --> 00:13:12,610 That won't be worth it. 76 00:14:00,430 --> 00:14:03,230 Thank you. 77 00:15:25,580 --> 00:15:26,580 Thank you. 78 00:16:13,290 --> 00:16:14,290 How can this be? 79 00:17:16,589 --> 00:17:17,829 Thank you. 80 00:19:00,750 --> 00:19:01,750 Thank you. 81 00:20:30,990 --> 00:20:31,990 I'm so ready. 82 00:22:15,969 --> 00:22:16,969 Yes, 83 00:22:18,810 --> 00:22:22,970 keep going. I don't want you to be a single drop. 84 00:25:29,100 --> 00:25:30,100 I'm just gonna read this. 85 00:30:43,370 --> 00:30:44,370 Um. 86 00:31:16,080 --> 00:31:17,080 Bye. 87 00:31:49,230 --> 00:31:54,170 Mm -hmm. I feel like my eggs are going to be ready for eating. 88 00:31:55,070 --> 00:31:57,470 Oh, I'm proud to know. Mm -hmm. 89 00:33:39,370 --> 00:33:42,070 stay deep inside. I don't want to waste a single drop. 90 00:36:40,190 --> 00:36:41,190 Oh, 91 00:37:01,270 --> 00:37:02,270 I've heard that. 92 00:37:04,170 --> 00:37:05,170 Yeah. 93 00:37:58,410 --> 00:37:59,730 It'll all be worth it. 94 00:38:01,490 --> 00:38:03,230 I can't wait to be a mom. 95 00:38:05,030 --> 00:38:06,310 You're going to be a good mom. 96 00:38:10,270 --> 00:38:11,270 I'm a little nervous. 97 00:38:11,490 --> 00:38:14,350 Okay. One, two, three. 98 00:38:28,110 --> 00:38:31,010 I can't wait for you. I know, I'm so excited. 99 00:38:35,890 --> 00:38:42,850 I can't wait to see 100 00:38:42,850 --> 00:38:43,850 if I get pregnant.